Sick

So morning sickness is kicking my butt. I hate this. I would rather deal with labor any day over this crap. I have no energy, and constantly nauseous and not to mention the puking. Sorry if I made anyone feel gross there. Labor for me is a total of a few hours long and only about an hour of intense can't see straight pain. I am 7.5 weeks today and I am hoping that this only lasts til 13 weeks like it did with Zach instead of 21 weeks like it did with Jessie and Ryan.
Not only am I not feeling well but Zach and Ryan and James are not feeling well also. This past weekend James came with antibiotic and decongestant because he has a sinus infection. Also about a week ago Zach started to cough a tiny bit. But it wasn't until last weekend that he started coughing more and also with a stuffy nose. And then on Monday afternoon he wakes up from his nap barking and wheezing. Croup again. I didn't have any Prednisone left from when he had it last (he gets croup about once a winter) so we had to make an apt for him on Tuesday. So Ryan is sounding better, Zach gets a squirt of decongestant stuff up his nose about twice a day to help with the snot, and I have to constantly be munching on something to help my stomach from getting totally empty and feeling even worse. But since I have no energy, and nothing actually seems appetizing, I spend most of the day not feeling well. Sigh... I can't wait for all of this to be over.

surprise!!!!!!

Jim and I got quite the surprise recently. We are pg again! yup.. #5 for us. Crazy huh? This one was totally unexpected. I was even thinking the other day that maybe it would be nice to be done. Then I realized that I might be late. Thinking maybe I'm just off... but I went out and got a test anyway. So I peed and was still thinking I'm wasting money cause it's going to say neg and then I will start the next morning. But nope- it said pregnant!
So I figured out my dd was 10/10. Ry was due 10/4 and Zach was due 10/15 so I'm guessing this one will be right inbetween Ry and Zach's bdays (the 10th and the 28th). Hopefully it will be a girl this time, since this is def our last. I am already starting to show a bit, and I do feel sick already too. But please pray for us still because I do have a history of mc's early on but I think I am pretty much past my scary point. Plus the fact that I am feeling sick reassures me even though I hate feeling this way. With my mc's I never got to the sick point. Anyway... If it's a girl we are going to use the girl name we had since I was pg with Ryan and if it's a boy we can't decide on anything but I would like to use William in there somewhere since that was my grandpa's name. But I hope it's a girl since so far boy naming seems to hard! We can't agree on anything. lol

My gradfather passed away

So... emotions are going is all sorts of directions. This man and my grandmother helped raise my sister and I for a good portion of our youth because my mom worked. I was more beat up about her passing about 14 years ago because it was fresh from being around her so much. Plus her passing was pretty sudden. My grandpa has had dimentia for the past few years so he didn't really seem like the man I grew up with. He had pneumonia back in December and has been in and out of the hospital and nursing homes since. He was just recently battling a blood infection. My mom called me on Sunday to let me know he had passed early that morning. The viewings are tomorrow at Riggs Funeral Home in Lacey from 2-4 and 7-9. The funeral service is on Thursday, same place, at 10 am. here is a link to his obituary- http://www.legacy.com/app/Obituaries.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=123923864